You know how sometimes you feel and know that you can do it, but during then, you just can't. And sometimes you keep trying and trying but you just can't do it. Why. Is it because you're too nervous and you have to rest for awhile before you can start back? Because you have reached your limit for the day? Or is it because you just. cant. do. it. ? Things like these really do bring our self esteem down. We go in, start out strong, but leave the room with disappointment. Even when others say "you did well", it doesn't really help because in our thinking, we know that we've disappointed ourselves. Even if sometimes we've completed the task, we still feel like maybe we could have done better.

Not everyone feels this, so it's definitely not 'we' but 'I'.

Anyways, just keep saying and telling yourself that you can do it and you will be able to do it.

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Okay Goodbye. :)

Sometime back, I thought to myself and wondered how I had gotten the characteristics that I am having right now. There are certain habits and the way I do or say things that some I hate and some different, and wondered how I build them up. There are still things that I am very unclear about but I know that the answers will slowly become clearer as the years pass.

I really like listening to stories, whatever it may be. You'll receive different types of opinions and different kinds of way people think and say. I guess the best is when you're able to feel what the other party is feeling as they share their stories with you. Just this week, I've listen to so many different kinds of story. From the funny ones, to the love ones and the sad ones.

Few days back, I was siting in the car, listening to the two other people in front talk. And as they were talking, I started to realise where I've gotten the kind of action and characteristics I am having now. The way I did things and why I am like that. It may not be the exact answer but partly it's from there. There's this nice feeling when you find things out.

I've been listening to the same song over and over again since I've sat down here. Have a good day :)

This craft brings me so much joy. Let me share that joy with you.

Sometimes we wish so hard for parts of life to be a dream. One where we can wake up to and forget all about it. But however hard we hope or wish for, you know in your heart that you know, that you know, it's real. Reality. You can never go back. When you see something and it gives you an emotion more than the usual ones, it stays there. There. Right inside your brain.

old picture but everyone looks so happy here.